i juz gt back from the hospital visit..seems like when i saw the scene i was shocked. my grandma..left side of her body paralysed and cant speak..cant open her eyes..onli her feelings are based thru touches and sounds..apparently her brain was X-rayed and results showed tat her left brain's blood vessels burst..and her situation is nw already like this le. my 2nd uncle told me tat if undergo operation will nt make it..nt undergoing any operation also wont make it..nw they haf to leave it up to time already..tat time the doctor was saying abt worse come to worse haf to operate..then my mum ask "will she be ok aft the operation?" then the doctor say "no"..my mum said "then wat for operate?? i would rather let her go off peacefully w/o any stupid knives on her head.." haiz docs love to gif the stupidest suggestions.. -___-

i went in and held her hand and spoke thru her right ear..she responded with hand grabs and the mouth producing sounds goin like "ah..ah" and 2 of my aunts and my 2nd uncle were astonished! becoz i was the first person since yesterdae tat she reacted to this way..my 2nd uncle say i was special case..becoz my grandma actually took care of me since young and she loved me very much..so when she heard my voice i can visualise her saying "you came~!" when my 2nd uncle and my aunts and even my mum spoke to her at the right ear she didnt even budge..tat is y my uncle and aunts were shocked and astonished to see this reaction given by her..haiz when i see her like tat..my heart was wrenching..i didnt go back to my tampines hse for a week and this happened..i think her time is coming for her already..but then if her time is up i seriously hope tat she can go off peacefully and nt suffering..i also told my frd tat for her age..i dont knoe in miracles anymore....